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About Me Member Deviant of Many Talents GuitarAddicted6921/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 4 Years
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*She's A Punk Rocker And She Don't Trust No One*

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Back In New York
  • Interests: Music!
  • Favourite movie: Nightmare Before Christmas
  • Favourite band or musician: Good Charlotte, The Clash, Rancid the list goes on and on
  • Favourite genre of music: Punk Rock Bitches!
  • Favourite artist: Shae, she rocks at drawing
  • Favourite photographer: Me hehe
  • Favourite style of art: Photography
  • Operating System: Windows XP
  • MP3 player of choice: Ipod
  • Shell of choice: n/a
  • Wallpaper of choice: n/a
  • Skin of choice: n/a
  • Favourite game: Sonic The heaghog
  • Favourite gaming platform: Playstaion 2 or An Old School Sega
  • Favourite cartoon character: n/a
  • Personal Quote: "It Happens"
  • Tools of the Trade: My Guitar, A pen and paper

What It Meant To Lose You, No One Will Ever Know

Fri Aug 28, 2009, 4:31 PM
  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: Nothing
  • Reading: Nothing
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Jd and coke
Well damn, I haven't updated this thing since 2007. I guess it's time for a much needed update.

I'm a mommy now to a one year old little girl named Kayden Leigh. No, I am not with her father whom I was dating at the time of my last update. She was born on April 19th 2008 which makes her 16 months old. I will post some pictures :-). I am now with a guy named Pete, who I love with all my heart since the day we met even though he can be a jackass lol.

But i guess one the most life changing things happened to me on the 25th of this week.

I was pregnant with my second child and miscarried.

No one can explain the emptiness I feel. I feel like a failure, depressed, lost. I feel like it's all my fault even though I'm told time and time again that it's not. I feel like a bad mother because I couldn't carry my baby full term. I blame myself. It seems like it keeps getting worst each day. Sometimes when I think about I can't breath. All I can do is keep thinking about how Kayden needs me and that's what keeps me going. If it wasn't for her, I don't know what I would do.

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:iconlivingdeadgirl1388:
I'm watching you too. And you're naked, tehe!

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:iconxdrainthebloodx:
Thanks for stopping by my page! :hug: I see that you're a fan of Good Charlotte, also! :D

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:iconclei:
Thanks for the :+fav::heart:

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:iconradioskank:
Thanks a ton for the fave, love.
:icontheeyzmaster:
Thank you for Saving Dante XD

All living forms on earth appreciate your action!

The Final conclusion of this stupid bet is here [link]

I'd never thought I could do that in only 24hours! so thanks to YOUR fav!

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:iconanduq:
Thank you for the on my Fuck The System [link] I'm glad you liked it!

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1. Violence is the last refuge of the incompentent.
2. If knowledge can create problems, it is not through ignorance that we can solve them.
3. Never let your sense of morals get in the way of doing what's right.
:iconkrita:
ty for fav =*

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:iconguitaraddicted69:
no prob

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Lacey Ann
:icondympna:
thanks for the fave!
:iconmyzerymachine:
grrr baby, very grr lol

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